it's time to move on.

dear loggers,
its typical that once you make a decision, there will be point and times that you will regret that decision you made. and you will start to think should you undo dat decision of yours? this got me thingking very deep because this happened to me. a lot of times actually. well, what should i do then? i was greatly considering to go back to the old me and leave what i have ryte now all behind. but the question is,

WOULD THAT BE A WISE DECISION?

after LONG hours of thingking, my answer was no. because to me, in life, there's not much of a correct decision or bad decision. because to me, either ways there are consequences. and its completely human for people to make decisions based on their personal interest. and when it comes to making choices between A and B. there's this one situation in my life that i chose B. then, conflicts after conflicts, i started to realise that it was not wise at all to choose B over A. but does that makes it right for me to dump B and go back to A? for a while i said yes. but a few points of consideration.

1. B is now with me so why cant i just appreciate her?
2. true that i spent 3 years of my life with A, but does that mean that i have to spend the rest of it with her too?
3. A got her own life, why should i suffocate her with mine considering the fact that we are no longer attached?
4. yeahp i spent GOOD times with A, but my love now is B.

all in all, what doesnt kill you will only make you stronger. so what's wrong in trying. in psycological sense, after 3 years attached, of course the transition is a bit hard. but i can go through it. no excuse at all for me.

the conclusion is, miss A, thanx for everythng, since 27th August, 2006. i shall never forget. but its time for us to move on. i shall no longer disturb you, but i shall annoy you like i always do. and to miss B, lets do this....




cheers =D