satu malam yang hening

last nite.. as i was trying to sleep after i wished good night to my baby.. shah 'forced' me to take us to w. maju.. so me and shah and amir went to pick up izzul.. and we went to w. maju.. we watched brazil vs N korea.. then lepak KFC.. ttbe there's this fatso.. tegur amir and shah who were talking bout 'masalah dunia' while me and izzul were having some nonsense chatting..

fatso : abang macho!! ada singgit x? abang teksi 2 da anta aku jauh2 tp aku xde duit nak bayar ..

that guy i swear to god was high.. i can tell u know :)

shah gave that guy singgit and he went to tegur me and izzul pulak..

izzul : ktorang xde duit la bro.. klau ade duit da masuk da makan KFC.. g la kat NZ rmai org kaya2..

he went inside kfc to pau the staffs there.. the cabbie thought it was pointless and left.. that guy came out from the kfc with a snack plate set.. like wtf... ckap xde duit.. sumpah crack gile.. then he stayed ther in the kfc and makan the chicken he bought.. then we wanted to dine in kfc 2.. bt that fella is still there.. shah and amir cuak nak masuk so me and izzul like wtf.. masuk je la.. we ordered our meal and then that fella kacau lagi..

fatso : bro.. phone ko ade kredit x? ak nak pnjam jap a...
me : (washing my hands ready to eat) xde la bro.. ak pon gune SOS topup and da nak abes da..

then he went to our table and asked amir, shah and izzul the same thing..

amir : ktorang xde phone.. baru td jual xde duit nak makan..
fatso : betul2 la bro ak mntak elok2 ni(muke crack)..
izzul : 2 sane nz rmai yg ade phone.. ko g la lari sane.. kasi kurus sket..

and that guy left.. so.. moral of the story.. if you are asking people for sympathy or help.. make sure you're not high or at least cover a bit la your steam.. if not.. you'll end up like that fatso we met last nite..

cheers :)

oficially back together :)

dear loggers,
i wld like to announce that I, Muhamad Zuhri Kamil and Hazwani Razin is officially back together :)

~cheers :)

killswitch engage - end of heartache

dear loggers,
this song just bring back memories that's what it do.. i read and i live the lyrics.. you'll know why





This distance
This disillusion
I cling to memories
While falling
Sleep brings relief
And the hope of a new day
Waking the misery
Of being without you

Surrender
I give in
A moment yes another eternity
(Seek me) for comfort
(Call me) for solace
I'll be waiting
For the end of my broken heart
Completion
I'll be waiting
For the end of my broken heart

You know me
You know me all to well
My only desire
Is to bridge our division

In sorrow
I speak your name
and my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment

Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture
A bitter memory 


~cheers :)

August Rush

dear loggers,
if its one movie that would leave a deep impact in me is August Rush (2007). Directed by Kirsten Sheridan. With Freddie Highmore, Keri Russell, Jonathan Rhys Meyers.. why? LooooooooOooOong story.. but forget the details lets go back to the movie shall we? its about a boy.. an orphan.. he thinks that everythng is wrong with his life.. ran away from the orphanage house.. got kidnapped by a guy named the wizard and forced to play street music to pay him.. in return of 'taking care of them'.. yeahp.. there's a lot of kids.. each and every one talented with music.. used by the wizard.. each and every day.. the only thing that brightens up August's life is music.. he can make music out of anythng.. he's gifted in music.. and he's happy with it..


it reminds me of someone.. when the sky is grey.. she would be my shining light.. sometimes i think that the best part of my day everyday is when i get to see her after classes.. when everythng seems wrong.. she'll be there 4 me.. i learnt that u never know what u got till its gone (i learnt it the hard way now that she's gone).. when you have a dream.. no matter how difficult it is to get there.. keep trying.. until you're finally there..


somethng happened to me yesterday that it makes me realize.. i have been astray all this while.. and i dare say.. if that incident didnt occur yesterday.. i will never take time to realise what's going on.? is the situation under control? i ignored all that before this.. no no no im not blaming anyone.. it is time! the incident is just the trigger..


all that aside, its such a waste for me to mourn what i loss.. its good when i want to reflect myself back.. but after that.. i got to leave it behind.. start anew.. and that's what i will do.. InsyaAllah 


~cheers :)

people come people go..

the time has come lads!! :)

dear loggers,
it has been a while since the last time STAR conquered the final stage. 2008 was the last time to be exact. it has been a while since i felt that sudden gush of adrenaline when the final result was announced. now is the time 4 me to see that again, insyaAllah..

my time has passed, now its your turn to shine.. english team booked a spot for the semis and BM team is on their way there too. to the basketball team, congratulations still for making it to the nationals and all the best next year. good luck to all that has been actively involved in our teams' preparation for HKSBP 2010. Let us all continue our LEGACY OF EXCELLENCE
~cheers :)

-zuhri kamil
STARian '08

like WTF?!!!

WTF la deyy!! im frigging frustrated with you.. what the fuck were u thinking la? i fucking hate the hypocrisy la fucker!! i dnt mind if you want to tell me off to wanie ke.. ak x kesah la.. bt once ure doing the same thing i did kau x komplen plak kan? i guess you skipped that part or hushed it up i dnt fucking care.. i dnt hate you.. bt im frigging disappointed la deyy.. kire skang ak nak bwat jahat je ajak kau skali.. baru die jd ok.. sial x? kau buat xpe.. ak kau bising.. kau amek kat umah cousin kau hari2 tuu.. ha! part tu x bgtau? confronted by none ea? now im effing confronting you.. and you well know im talking to you.. chow!